Energy

What is it about people that takes so much energy? I believe that people exchange energy with any contact that is made. Sometimes there are people you will meet and dislike from the start, other times you can be attracted to people without really knowing why. The energy exchange that takes place when people meet can tell you what kind of a person they are and what relationship you may have with them in the future. This is not always true as people are ever changing, but on a whole it can help you to see things that one would not normally notice. We all have or have had people in our lives that seem to drain us whenever we are around them. People who seem to take something without trying. This is an energy exchange and in this case you are the one feeding the other persons energy level.

This action can happen in many different ways. Some people will want from you sympathy, they will tell you their problems and worries and hope to get the correct response from you. The response is not just patting them on the back and telling them everything is going to be OK. There must be emotion behind the response, one must feel for the feeder a sympathy or pity and pass that too them for the exchange to happen. This can create a very bad cycle for both parties. The feeder who is getting the response that they are seeking will continue to find things in their life to tell the other person about in order to receive the energy. In some cases they will begin to create problems in their life so that the cycle can continue. They may not realize that they are allowing or even provoking unpleasant things to happen to them, but the more bad you look for in life the more bad things will find you. What you feed from will ultimately consume you.

Other people will be on the opposite side of the scale. They will try to control the life of another by intimidation. They take energy from others by pushing their dominance and seeing who will bow gracefully to it. Most of the time the energy that they are looking for is fear. There are of course varying levels of fear and depending on the feeder they will seek the level they are most comfortable with. The cases we know best are the ones that turn violent, but a person does not have to be violent to create fear in another. To manipulate the mind into believing things that are not true in order to maintain control is a very hard cycle to see and break. A feeder can convince someone that they are not capable of surviving in the world with out the protection of the feeder. If put into play early enough and long enough a feeder can deliberately keep the other person from learning necessary skills to function in society alone. This creates a surplus of fear for the feeder and can be turned in either direction for feeding. A person stuck in this cycle is both afraid of the feeder and the thought of escaping the feeder to take on the outside world. The feeder can not only feed on the fear that is held for them but they can threaten to leave the other person "to the wolves" and feed on the energy produce by the thought of the unknown. In most cases the deciding factor as to whether or not a person can break from this cycle on their own is if they are more afraid of the feeder or of the unknown outside. One thing that seems to happen without the feeder being aware is the dependence that they develop for the other person. They will depend on the other person to react as they always have and do what they always have that the thought of that person changing or leaving frightens them. What you feed from will ultimately be what consumes you.

The person giving the energy can be drained over time and no longer have the energy necessary to maintain a healthy life. In most cases people have an instinct that will prevent them from becoming overly drained. They become "fed up" with the feeder and will no longer allow them to feed off of emotions simply by not having them or by refusing contact with the feeder. Once the feeder finds that their source of energy is no longer supplying them they will try to find another person who can continue the cycle. Sometimes the feeder will be attached enough to the person that they will change their behavior in order to keep a relationship sound, but it takes work on both ends for the changes to take place and keep up. If neither party sees what is happening and the cycle continues for a very long period of time the chances of change become slim and usually turns into a miserable existence for both.

Together

Never will the Love be Clean

Never will the Hate be seen

Never will the time go by

Never will I learn to Die

Forever in my heart I keep

Forever in my Love so Deep

Forever in my Thoughts I bind

Forever in my world I find

I see myself inside the mirror

I see the ones I Hold so Dear

In happiness they spend the Day

In Death shall they find the way

And leave to Fate as I may

In the Darkness I do say

Find with me the Love beaten Path

And I will show you Pains sweet Rath

And though you wait the time Forever

You shall Always Find the two Together.

By: Brianna Lewis

Kiss

Death must lay her frosty kiss

Upon the mortal man

In Death doth come peace

To slay loves desperate hand

And in so doing eyes doth shut

And thy heart be forever cold

Thine body be still

And thy breath be gone

And thy love be eternally torn.

By: Brianna Lewis

Bubble

The Bubble forms so Round and True

with colors Dancing Red and Blue

Beauty dose it hold within

Finding light from my Sin

Floating to the world above

Carrying with it all I Love

With Darkness falling bleak and fast

Bringing with it the frightening past

Twisting thoughts into my mind

As I seek what I can not find

And try to remember what I Lost

Not knowing the pain it would cost

The Bubble now so dim and gray

floating to the ground it lay

Clinging onto hopes last breath

And crying now it waits for Death

Till finally in Shattered Dreams

I hear the last echoing screams

The Darkness I have finally found

And to it I am eternally bound

By: Brianna Lewis

Dream

Hush now my child

The world weeps Tonight

For the Innocents that fell

And unwaking, sleeps Tonight.

Rest now my child

The world waits in sarrow

As the night never fades

Dream of a tomarrow.

Remember me my child

Keep me in your Dreams

For silence falls again

And Death consumes all things.

Sleep now my child

Close those beautiful eyes

Dream for awhile

Don't watch as eternity Dies.

By: Brianna Lewis